(Ryan’s original/initial Healing Protocol and Supplements are below. Keep reading/scrolling.)

They say rain cleanses the earth. It refreshes the air and before it even hits the ground it can attract tens to hundreds of tiny aerosol particles to its surface. While it falls it literally clears the air of pollutants. One can say the same for tears . . . it cleanses the soul, removing the burden the heart is not meant to carry.  

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I have to be honest, Monday was tough. While the doctor was kind and very easy to talk to, it was still hard to hear the final diagnosis and prognosis of how much the lymphoma has spread. It was hard going to sleep as my mind wrestled both ways. Intellect and emotion battled it out. I somehow fell asleep, but when dawn appeared I woke up peaceful and hopeful. Most of the time I have stayed in a peaceful and hopeful state these last 19 days. Its not always easy as there are thoughts that attack, but overall thru meditation whether thru music, praise, worship, prayer or reading I can circle back to peace. Wednesday morning’s routine started as I awoke exhausted which has been common for these last two weeks, but I trekked forward. My heart seemed fine. After running club at the school I drove home to start the routine with our youngest. Little Arthur knows something is different even though he can’t verbalize it. He is extra sensitive and wants to be with daddy all the time. Thankfully he happily and enthusiastically went to preschool. As I drove off heading to Wednesday morning Bible study Ed Sheeran started softly singing in the background. . .
“Loving can hurt,
loving can hurt sometimes,
but it’s the only thing I know
when it gets hard.
You know it can get hard sometimes…”
And then it came.  Without reservation my heart exploded, the tears streamed and I sobbed. Hard. The grasping for breath hard. The ugly kind of hard. And I was driving 70mph on the turnpike heading to my destination. I’m confused. Hadn’t I already settled this? Hadn’t I already decided its all going to be ok? Hadn’t I? Isn’t it? For the remaining 10 minute drive, I just cried. I cried because I know how much I love my husband. I cried because I know the kids know something is not right. I cried because cancer steals so much time, so much mental energy, so much emotion. It demands your time. It demands everything you have. It demands the person. It demands the spouse. It demands the children, the parents, the friends, the grandparents. It just demands everything: financially, emotionally, physically and it demands All.Of.Your.Time.
“Loving can heal,
loving can mend your soul.
And it’s the only thing that I know.
I swear it will get easier . . . “
While my heart is wrestling I get a text from Ryan letting me know we still don’t have the MRI radiologist report which we need for that afternoon’s appointment. I take the deepest of breathes outside the church and make the phone call. For the third time, “Can you please send that fax?”
Deep breathes. Wipe down the face. Deep breathe. Thank goodness I realize I have makeup in the car and can fix the streaky mess. Deep breathe. My last thought before I open the driver’s door, “God, just give me something. I need your whisper today.” Deep breathe. Walk in. Relax. Its a breathe of fresh air sitting on the pew listening to Connie. Immediately, I’m reminded I’m righteous and I am loved. I’m reminded I am led.
In the middle of Connie’s talk comes in Ryan’s text, “We got the fax.” Finally. Thank you . . . “Open the attachment.” Its a whisper in my head, or maybe my heart. So, in the middle of study while Connie is speaking I open the attachment. I skim through it and the words stand out. I know what I’m seeing. On Friday night September 18th Ryan’s neck lymph nodes measured anywhere from 2.0 to 2.8cm whereas a mere 17 days later the neck area’s largest nodes are 1.8cm. The Spleen was almost doubled its size on 9/18/15 at 20cm then down to 16.8cm on 10/5/15. People, that is a BIG DEAL! Even the large mass of mesenteric nodes in the stomach went down half a centimeter! My whisper in the rain. My heart leaped. Tears, tears of joy effortlessly left my eyes.
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Standard medical science may have no explanation other than “your lymphoma is misbehaving” for the evidence that confirms the nodes and spleen have reduced in size, but I do. It’s working. We aren’t nuts. Ok, well, maybe we are nuts, but I’ll take nuts any day over going with the masses. What we are doing is giving the body the ability to fight off cancer, to heal. The body is an amazing creation; it needs what the earth, the rest of creation, has to offer.

This battle has only begun and Ryan’s changes in diet and nutrition are forcing the storm to relent. While we are still learning SO MUCH, I am sharing with you everything that Ryan is doing so far. This may easily change, so please understand we are sharing to share because so many are asking. we are NOT medical professionals and are on a learning curve right along with YOU and everyone following our story!

RYAN’S OCTOBER 2015 INITIAL HEALING PROTOCOL:
SUPPLEMENTS:

THERAPIES:
Vitamin C Infusion with Mineral Bag (Similar to a Myer’s Cocktail): Monday/Wednesday/Friday
HyperBaric Oxygen Therapy: Tuesday/Thursday
Ozone Therapy with Foot Bath: Daily, Mon-Fri
Lymphatic Massages: 2 to 3x/week
Chiropractic Care: 4x/week (adjustment, massage chair)
Power Vibe: 4x/week (at Chiropractic office)
Rebounder (Jumping 5-10 minutes 3-4 times per day)

OTHER CHANGES:
100% Hydrogen/Alkaline Water from Kangen Machine (1/2 my body weight or more daily). (*edited: what is most important is to drink clean water that does not contain fluoride, chloramines and other toxins. A Kangen machine does not necessarily filter fluoride or other contaminants. We now focus on clean water with filtration systems that naturally enhance the PH of the water.)
Toiletries – switched to all natural/non-synthentics/organic products on everything for no chemicals & toxins.

ESSENTIAL OILS: 

  • Lemon in all glasses of Water
  • Rain Blend on feet 
  • Frankincense on Swollen Nodes & Scar
  • Drop of Frankincense on tongue, to roof of mouth
  • Lavender on scar
  • Deep Relief on pain areas   
  • Diffuser at night while sleeping (for lungs & restful sleeping): thieves blend, RC blend


DIET:
Mostly Vegan, lots of salads and LOTS of JUICING
Smoothies made of organic frozen fruit with things like flax seeds, chia seeds, hemp seeds
Lots of Fruit!
Raw almonds
Gave up all fast foods, donuts, pizza, etc.

#LuelfStong
Live Loved,
Live Free . . . because YOLO!
~Caroline Luelf
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5 Comments

  1. Thanks for sharing…. My daughter Taryn’s story I have shared with your husband. What you wrote brings back alot of memories. She was diagnosed with a rare stage 4 inoperable brain cancer. Emotions rang from scared to death, to hope, back to despair, peace, tears seemingly coming out of nowhere,,,… you name it, we felt it! And through it all you carry on. Praise God!! We have 4 children, Taryn being the oldest. We feel so incredibly blessed having a big family and extended family. The support has been unbelievable! I can’t imagine going through this without them. One of the biggest ways our family copes with this illness is with humor. Unfortunately alot of people don’t understand how we can joke about such a serious situation. If we don’t laugh about it, saddness and fright would take over our lives. Just wanted to share and thank you for putting into words how the C word affects your life. I am so sorry you have to go through this but at the same time, you sharing your story has helped give me hope and made us (our family) not feel so alone! Again, thank you! Keep up the good fight. I truly believe you and Ryan will concur this demon!!! Looking forward to more of you writing! Your friend, Dev

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    1. Thank you for sharing Deveri. I tend to sit on blog posts for days because I’m not sure if I should share. Your words help give confirmation to stay in freedom and share my thoughts. Its definitely a journey I wish for no one to travel. . . many hugs and prayers to you and your family.

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  2. […] I wrote Ryan’s initial healing/supplement in the blog post: The Whisper in the Rain. Please refer to that post for the details of what he was doing at at that time that gave real […]

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  3. […] In the end I am fighting the American Healthcare System Protocol and Cancer. One battle would be plenty for any human, but two is insurmountable to most. I will win victoriously over both and absolutely kick Cancer’s ass! Yes, I did just say that & I am pretty sure God suggested it over butt! DISCLOSURES: ~ I speak my mind. It’s my Facebook page, it’s my blog. ~ If you think I don’t respect doctors or medical professionals, you did not read this blog post correctly. ~ If you are offended by me, that’s ok, you don’t have to read my blog. It’s ok, it won’t offend me. ~ If my blog inspires you, makes you think or brings value to your life, feel free to share it with others. ~ The key to my response to this journey is my willingness to lay down my opinion of me and others’ opinion of me and only to believe the GREAT OPINION of God about me. I hope you have discovered that too, or soon will. It’s life transformational. #LuelfStrong #gracebasedliving Authored by Ryan Luelf Edited by Caroline Luelf PS: We will be blogging about the changes in diet, nutrition and lifestyle sometime soon. Please be patient with us. (*Edit: Caroline blogged about all the changes I made in the blogpost The Whisper in the Rain) […]

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  4. […] once I can get that blogpost finished. (*Edit: Ryan’s October 2015 protocol is inside The Whisper in the Rain blogpost.) So, what question is so important to me right now? Did you notice I already asked it? […]

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